Verse 1

Last night I went out
And got drunk again
I passed out
In front of all my friends
I just wanted to add
To the conversation
But I couldn’t get out
Of my own head
Fell asleep
On someone else’s bed

Verse 2

Last night I went out
And got high again
Sat there and
I watched you talk
I just wanted to add
To the conversation
But the smoke kept me away
For too long
Thought about all
I’ve missed out on

Chorus

I can’t count the hours
That I’ve stayed up
Looking for a way out
But I can count the years
I wanna make up
With something real

Verse 3

Last night I stayed in
Looking at my feed
Saw the news
That a friend had passed
I couldn’t believe
That nobody told me
35’s too young
To go out like that
Would’ve said goodbye
But didn’t have a chance

Chorus

I can’t count the hours
That I’ve stayed up
Looking for a way out
But I can count the years
I wanna make up
With something real

Verse 4

So tomorrow when I wanna
Get drunk again
Or get high
To numb the pain
I just want You
To add to the conversation
I’m not strong enough
To find a better way
Will You remind me that
We only have today